No, we didn't, not really. We were children. We might have fought in the war, but we were only, what, fifteen, some of us younger, during our first real fight. It's not the same as the game you need to play here.
[ It's not like they were prepared for any of that, either, until Harry went out of his way to teach them - at her suggestion, of course, but she's not going to rub that in his face particularly. ]
The people that need help. That's what I want to do - help people.
[Waver sucks in a breath at those ages. True enough, he was 19 when he entered the Holy Grail War, but even then that wasn't 15.] Not even remotely close.
[But at that, Waver frowns.]
You'll have to set a few limits on yourself with that. You'll spread yourself too thin otherwise, and it'll be a new sort of problem.
There were more years where we did come close to dying than years we didn't, honestly. Being prepared for fighting, for protecting people, that was easy. The rest of it? I don't know.
[ She knows what people think when she tells them bits and pieces about their lives; about how she almost died in a bathroom at twelve, about how she almost died from an ideal of blood purity at thirteen, how every year since she risked her life for love and friendship. It's never mattered how scared she was; she had a reason. She's just a bit lost, now. ]
If I promise to get at least six hours a night will that count?
I've had twenty years of doing this to learn. The best advice that I can give you, aside from accept that you'll make errors that end badly, is that you need to have an end goal in mind and always work towards it. Every action, every thought, they should feed into that end. And the end should be more-- [Hermione's heart is big, and that's a rarity. Something to keep in tact. But for this advice, Hermione's want to just do good, to protect, it's vague. Unattainable.] More specific, I think. Like a thesis, and everything you do is an argument for it.
[But he laughs a little at the mention of sleep.]
Hell, that'd be better than I think a lot of us are getting these days.
Then that's something I'm going to have to figure out. I'm still getting used to everything that's happened since the battle - I don't think anyone could tell me off for wanting a few more weeks to figure out what my purpose might be.
[ She's going to get herself into even more trouble, she's sure of that, but the idea of just... Fighting for the people she loves, of just working for that? It's not the easiest thing in the world and she knows it.
Her expression softens, though, and her lips twitch up into a smile. ]
We'll see what happens. I'll try for at least three days a week.
If anyone did tell you off for wanting more time, you'd have every right to punch them in the nose. You've probably got more power in your arms than I do.
[Waver knows exactly how noodly his arms are. He grins though.]
You'll be a regular renaissance woman at this rate. Not that I think we can use terminology like that here, since that's such a specific historical period, but oh good lord now I'm babbling.
At least you're babbling to someone who understands. [ Hermione's lips twitch a little. ] You haven't seen babbling until you've tried talking about advanced Arithmancy theory with people that really don't care.
[ She reaches over, linking her own. ]
I pinky promise to take care of myself and get a lot of sleep, Waver.
honestly i'm tempted to say let's end it here BECAUSE IT'S A REALLY GOOD SPOT.
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[ It's not like they were prepared for any of that, either, until Harry went out of his way to teach them - at her suggestion, of course, but she's not going to rub that in his face particularly. ]
The people that need help. That's what I want to do - help people.
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[But at that, Waver frowns.]
You'll have to set a few limits on yourself with that. You'll spread yourself too thin otherwise, and it'll be a new sort of problem.
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[ She knows what people think when she tells them bits and pieces about their lives; about how she almost died in a bathroom at twelve, about how she almost died from an ideal of blood purity at thirteen, how every year since she risked her life for love and friendship. It's never mattered how scared she was; she had a reason. She's just a bit lost, now. ]
If I promise to get at least six hours a night will that count?
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[But he laughs a little at the mention of sleep.]
Hell, that'd be better than I think a lot of us are getting these days.
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[ She's going to get herself into even more trouble, she's sure of that, but the idea of just... Fighting for the people she loves, of just working for that? It's not the easiest thing in the world and she knows it.
Her expression softens, though, and her lips twitch up into a smile. ]
We'll see what happens. I'll try for at least three days a week.
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[Waver knows exactly how noodly his arms are. He grins though.]
I'd make you pinky swear to that if I could.
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[ At least they're both smiling again and she shakes her head, her own grin fond. ]
Are pinky promises magically binding these days?
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[Waver pretends like this is an actual question, and strokes his chin thoughtful.]
Definitely not magically binding. But still important, I figure.
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[ Which is already uncomfortable, unfortunately. ]
Very important. It's friendship based, isn't it? So that's it's own magic.
hermione i'm going to cry from that magic of friendship comment.
[He nods in solemn agreement.]
Then shall we?
[Outcomes that pinky.]
the most powerful magic after love!!!
[ She reaches over, linking her own. ]
I pinky promise to take care of myself and get a lot of sleep, Waver.
honestly i'm tempted to say let's end it here BECAUSE IT'S A REALLY GOOD SPOT.
[With that, the promise is sealed.]
And I promise to do the same, and we can check in on each other every so often to ensure it.