It's not easy for me, to hear about what other versions of myself have done. I don't have the words to explain what that's like.

[And it crops up again and again, with all the different realities he's part of. This, he thinks belatedly, might have been the straw that broke the camel's back. Too many tales of his other selves, and only a few details of which made sense to him. Eventually, he'd pushed back, and Hermione had been in the crossfire.]