[ Her eyes widen and she stares at Ignis for a moment before she shakes her head. ]
No, that's not it at all!
[ Leaning forward, in earnest, she breathes out. ]
I've spent a long time trying to be - be more than what I was. It's been years, a long time, and people... I just want to be me, but I feel as though I can't do that or people will see all the nasty, loathsome things too. I've been so scared that when people see the bad things they'll turn their back on me. [ Like Harry did. ] I never had very many friends, you know, and the idea of losing the ones I have... It's one of the most frightening things in the world.
[ She's already lost so many people; she doesn't want to lose him, too. ]
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No, that's not it at all!
[ Leaning forward, in earnest, she breathes out. ]
I've spent a long time trying to be - be more than what I was. It's been years, a long time, and people... I just want to be me, but I feel as though I can't do that or people will see all the nasty, loathsome things too. I've been so scared that when people see the bad things they'll turn their back on me. [ Like Harry did. ] I never had very many friends, you know, and the idea of losing the ones I have... It's one of the most frightening things in the world.
[ She's already lost so many people; she doesn't want to lose him, too. ]