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[He's sorry that he's so gruff and grumbly, Hermione. It's not you, he promises. If she had hugged him in greeting, he would have embraced her in return. But people do not generally embrace Faolan, people do not generally treat him like he is the sort of man to have or want emotional interaction like that. Which isn't necessarily true, he's just conditioned himself to appear that way.
In response to her question, he sighs, as Bridei himself flicks a tongue out at her fingers, and then scrambles down from his head to his shoulder to launch himself towards her. Hello, Hermione! Hello! You deserve a proper greeting from at least one of them! Faolan tries to catch him but the dragon moves too fast and Faolan is still a little afraid of damaging one of those delicate wings with all the squirming Bridei sometimes does.]
My apologies. If he is not sleeping, he is scaling the walls. [Faolan bemoans.] Sometimes literally. I suppose I should be grateful that Lady has enough training not to attempt and join in. I can take him back if you'd like.
In response to her question, he sighs, as Bridei himself flicks a tongue out at her fingers, and then scrambles down from his head to his shoulder to launch himself towards her. Hello, Hermione! Hello! You deserve a proper greeting from at least one of them! Faolan tries to catch him but the dragon moves too fast and Faolan is still a little afraid of damaging one of those delicate wings with all the squirming Bridei sometimes does.]
My apologies. If he is not sleeping, he is scaling the walls. [Faolan bemoans.] Sometimes literally. I suppose I should be grateful that Lady has enough training not to attempt and join in. I can take him back if you'd like.
[Remus smile saddens, if such a thing is possible, considering the look on his face that already was there. He leans into her touch and squeezes her hand slightly.]
I've missed you too. [He says softly. He's been missing a lot of people, these past few days. Hermione, Harry. People that aren't here. People he suspects he'll never see again. People he hasn't seen in a very long while. He doesn't know why it suddenly hurts so much. It's been years, after all, you'd think one would get over these things eventually.
Unconsciously, Remus does not let go of her hand.] Surely you've got better things to be doing than wasting your time with your old professor, though.
I've missed you too. [He says softly. He's been missing a lot of people, these past few days. Hermione, Harry. People that aren't here. People he suspects he'll never see again. People he hasn't seen in a very long while. He doesn't know why it suddenly hurts so much. It's been years, after all, you'd think one would get over these things eventually.
Unconsciously, Remus does not let go of her hand.] Surely you've got better things to be doing than wasting your time with your old professor, though.
It would depend on what potions ingredients you would need.
[Lia knows better, by now, than to think of witches. Think of those so detached from God who sacrifice newborns or make deals you can never hope to repay. They are as far away as children's stories in a place like this. But she's still cautious, because she has a job to do and a task that can not take her too far.]
I would be grateful for one, of course. Keeping in contact can be so difficult and I should like to have no excuse to step out of it.
[She needs people around her, really. As much as she's tempted to close herself off.]
How are matters here? Is the Citadel recovering?
[Lia knows better, by now, than to think of witches. Think of those so detached from God who sacrifice newborns or make deals you can never hope to repay. They are as far away as children's stories in a place like this. But she's still cautious, because she has a job to do and a task that can not take her too far.]
I would be grateful for one, of course. Keeping in contact can be so difficult and I should like to have no excuse to step out of it.
[She needs people around her, really. As much as she's tempted to close herself off.]
How are matters here? Is the Citadel recovering?
[Bridei doesn't mind so much that Hermione is clutching him to her chest, so long as she keeps stroking him like that. He's growing fast and his scales get itchy sometimes! Her arms are very nice and warm too, and Faolan was right about him really only having two modes, on or off. Settling in her arms, he chirrups slightly, wriggling a little to get comfortable and nuzzling close to start chewing on her hair.]
[Faolan lets out a little laugh at the offer. Tea or chocolate. He has to wonder whether they are Hermione's own means of coping through this business with the music, herself - it seems a random offer otherwise.] I'm fine. [Lady huffs at him slightly as if she understands what he's saying and he amends his statement.] I don't need to rest. I've been resting all day. All month. He's not too much of a handful, compared to the work I am used to.
[He reaches up to run a hand to run through his hair, smoothing it back from where Bridei has ruffled it out of sorts.] Can I help you, Hermione? Lancelot is not here. He will not be for some time yet, I suspect...
[Faolan lets out a little laugh at the offer. Tea or chocolate. He has to wonder whether they are Hermione's own means of coping through this business with the music, herself - it seems a random offer otherwise.] I'm fine. [Lady huffs at him slightly as if she understands what he's saying and he amends his statement.] I don't need to rest. I've been resting all day. All month. He's not too much of a handful, compared to the work I am used to.
[He reaches up to run a hand to run through his hair, smoothing it back from where Bridei has ruffled it out of sorts.] Can I help you, Hermione? Lancelot is not here. He will not be for some time yet, I suspect...
[Hermione presses herself closer and it is comforting. Remus wraps his arms around her in return and turns his face against her for a moment. It's absurd, how much he's needed this, he thinks to himself. The simple feeling of someone holding him like this, someone who might understand even the slightest if not how he's feeling than at least that he is feeling it and why.
He takes in a deep breath and lets it out slowly, surprised - although in retrospect he really shouldn't be - to find that there are tears burning at his eyes and threatening to spill down his face as he speaks up again to say, his voice only the barest of whispers:]
I miss them, Hermione. All of them. Lily. James. Sirius. [His voice cracks on the last name and takes him a moment to collect himself.] I miss them so much...
He takes in a deep breath and lets it out slowly, surprised - although in retrospect he really shouldn't be - to find that there are tears burning at his eyes and threatening to spill down his face as he speaks up again to say, his voice only the barest of whispers:]
I miss them, Hermione. All of them. Lily. James. Sirius. [His voice cracks on the last name and takes him a moment to collect himself.] I miss them so much...
[Faolan cocks his head at her slightly, a bit of confusion and curiosity evident on his face. Wanting to spend time with him? It's obvious that the thought surprises him a little. Obvious that, aside from Lancelot, he doesn't really get a whole lot of people interested in such a thing.] I don't believe we have. Not recently, at any rate. [He gives her another searching look, as if to say "are you really sure you want to sit and talk with me?" before he steps back, running his hand through his hair once more for good measure. (His hands that, since the last time Hermione has seen him, have fully recovered. He bears no scars, but should she chance to touch them the skin is soft and smooth and delicate. It's going to take him a while to work up his callouses again, he's bemoaned on several occasions.)]
Well. I'm not going to turn you out. You're welcome here any time, especially if you're taking him for a moment. [Him being Bridei. He does calm down like this for Faolan too, but today he's been in a right state, up until she showed up.] I can't guarantee the same level of entertainment as Lancelot, but I'll do my best. Would you like anything? [She might note how at home he seems to be here in Lancelot's rooms, but then again, he does live there too, at the moment.]
Well. I'm not going to turn you out. You're welcome here any time, especially if you're taking him for a moment. [Him being Bridei. He does calm down like this for Faolan too, but today he's been in a right state, up until she showed up.] I can't guarantee the same level of entertainment as Lancelot, but I'll do my best. Would you like anything? [She might note how at home he seems to be here in Lancelot's rooms, but then again, he does live there too, at the moment.]
I think I may, when I get the chance. There's been so much happening since the battles.
[Pod nods.]
I think I may write her a letter. I take it you know her well? Perhaps I will send it through you.
[After all, a letter passed through a friend is more welcome than a letter from someone all but a stranger.]
[Pod nods.]
I think I may write her a letter. I take it you know her well? Perhaps I will send it through you.
[After all, a letter passed through a friend is more welcome than a letter from someone all but a stranger.]
I cannot say I know him well, but yes, he seemed so. But he also seemed very busy, and I wouldn’t want to be a bother.
[Pod disappears for a moment and paper can be heard rustling.]
I shall write her a letter immediately to give to you. I don’t suppose it would take long to get it or the plants to you, with the rings. Isn’t there one near the Citadel?
[Pod disappears for a moment and paper can be heard rustling.]
I shall write her a letter immediately to give to you. I don’t suppose it would take long to get it or the plants to you, with the rings. Isn’t there one near the Citadel?
Hermione, Hermione. You have nothing to be sorry about. It's not your fault. [He leans against her, and finds tears coming to his eyes despite himself. She's right about that, of course. He has loved, and loved so whole-heartedly that he nearly lost himself as well when he lost all of them. It was difficult, not to give up. There were times he came so close. And now...
He turns his face against her shoulder.] Padfoot looks just like him. Do you know that? The whole first month he was here, I kept thinking... [He trails off for a moment, shaking his head, before he says:] But it wasn't. It was just a dog. And he's lovely, I couldn't have asked for better, but I... [He misses him, with everything that he has.]
He turns his face against her shoulder.] Padfoot looks just like him. Do you know that? The whole first month he was here, I kept thinking... [He trails off for a moment, shaking his head, before he says:] But it wasn't. It was just a dog. And he's lovely, I couldn't have asked for better, but I... [He misses him, with everything that he has.]
[Faolan isn't going to take the little dragon away from her, not when he seems content to have settled against her. In all honesty, insisting on taking him back will probably only upset him, and Faolan has enough time alone with Bridei as it is, he doesn't need to take him back from her so soon.
At her words, he shrugs slightly, unsure whether he's allowed to take a seat himself then or not, or what. He wasn't kidding when he said that he couldn't guarantee the same level of entertainment as Lancelot. It isn't as though he played host very often at all - certainly no one comes to visit him in such a way as they do to visit the other man.]
I'm. Well enough. [Better than he will be later on during the event...] Trying to avoid the trouble these days, if I can help it. I've got enough to worry about as it is. [Ah, that would be the harp music rearing its ugly head again, making him say things he would never otherwise. He takes in a deep breath, letting it out slowly.]
At her words, he shrugs slightly, unsure whether he's allowed to take a seat himself then or not, or what. He wasn't kidding when he said that he couldn't guarantee the same level of entertainment as Lancelot. It isn't as though he played host very often at all - certainly no one comes to visit him in such a way as they do to visit the other man.]
I'm. Well enough. [Better than he will be later on during the event...] Trying to avoid the trouble these days, if I can help it. I've got enough to worry about as it is. [Ah, that would be the harp music rearing its ugly head again, making him say things he would never otherwise. He takes in a deep breath, letting it out slowly.]
[Whether Hermione comes or not, Gilgamesh is prepared for the evening. He's wearing all of her gifts, with the bag dutifully set in the corner, the magical cloak clipped into place by the lion's broach and the enchanted dagger strapped to his waist with taut leather. Draped in the finest silks the Citadel can offer, he admires himself before the mirror, handsome figure that he is.
A small box sits on his bureau, and he grins at it, wondering what will come of tonight. Subtly, he sent word to the servants to look after the girl with extra kindness today, offering her the best food from the table and the best sweets for dessert. Only the kindest touch to aid her with whatever she needed and a gold coin tipped to each cook and every handmaiden to assure a cheery smile. Indeed, Hermione has done so well she's even made the tyrant King generous, and if she listens she'll hear his name spoken with fondness about the Citadel... and most especially their names mingled together with affection.
Surely he is not so bad, they say, for he adores her so.
Gilgamesh awaits her in his chambers, fiddling with his earrings and content to play at vanity until she arrives.]
A small box sits on his bureau, and he grins at it, wondering what will come of tonight. Subtly, he sent word to the servants to look after the girl with extra kindness today, offering her the best food from the table and the best sweets for dessert. Only the kindest touch to aid her with whatever she needed and a gold coin tipped to each cook and every handmaiden to assure a cheery smile. Indeed, Hermione has done so well she's even made the tyrant King generous, and if she listens she'll hear his name spoken with fondness about the Citadel... and most especially their names mingled together with affection.
Surely he is not so bad, they say, for he adores her so.
Gilgamesh awaits her in his chambers, fiddling with his earrings and content to play at vanity until she arrives.]
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